May 28th, 2007

Sorry for the long hiatus...

i can't seem to blog my daily life, organize my thoughts and type my life away...

i've been a sucky friend lately, i feel really bad about it, i can't seem to control myself these days...

i feel really, i never am comfortable when i've disappointed someone, now its directly hitting my heart (hypothalamus in reality)...

i can't grasp the meaning of my life and my purpose for being and its driving me crazy...

i've only been a productive day dreamer lately, and seriously i want to quit that habit and stick to reality...

for some reason, i now know why i've been having a hard time fulfilling the things that i have set on(or goals) because i'm to busy in satisfying my own world...

 i need a fresh start and stop dreaming, i'm tired of being a mediocre...

...i'll be 20 in days to come and literally i am not a teen anymore.

i have a new cell number...

i don't know yet since i haven't bought a sim card yet...

just forget the old number okay...