My 20th year of existence was celebrated on a very lonely way, I was alone in short. I didn't bother to have a party since I felt that I wanted to celebrate it on my own... which sucks by the way... since I always had a party.

A short historical birthday flashback...

1st birthday... I learned that I was allergic to egg...from how my face got "maga" (ang conyo)...

5th birthday... I had my birthday party celebrated in mcdonald's robinsons galleria... all the mascots were present and a lot of people were invited, I don't even remember who those people were...

7th birthday... once again I celebrated my birthday in mcdonald's but now its in katipunan... my theme was under the sea

12th birthday... I went to megamall, picked my own gift in toy kingdom (a cabbage patch kid doll that you can change the hairstyle), and toy kingdom greeted and sang a birthday song for me through their PA system... people clapped... I was embarrased... they even gave me a free gift(I believed it contained koko krunch)... plus I had a fever on the end of the day.

17th birthday... I've invited my highschool friends... but someone invited herself in because of a project in english... for a cheer to be exact that wasn't even nice since it was a copy cat from a movie... I was happy when she left... and I felt that it was my birthday at last as I played 'the game of life' and 'clue' with the people I've invited.

18th birthday...I'm happy because people came to my birthday party, and it was better than anything I can ever recieve...

19th birthday... It was a simple party... as in...but it was memorable since I knew who I can depend on...

20th birthday... I was alone since I feel that this year is different from all my birthday, so I am taking my time in reevaluating my life... from my family, social life, academic life and in terms of finding happiness... I wan't to know more about myself...what I H.A.V.E... H- hopes, A-aspirations, V- vision and E-existence.... (ang corny nag-isip pa talaga ako ng abbreviation para dyan^_^)

I promise to live out my life to the fullest from now on...

I have no idea what my schedule was... I just woke up as early as I can to be sure since I don't have a schedule.

Things I learned, realized and discovered that day...

• Most of my blockmates who were not able to reach the cut-off are studying in LACO, and they will have their capping on June 29--- earlier than us.
• I'm actually going to wear a white uniform this year... at last.
• My schedule is as follows...

MONDAY

7:30-11:30 MEDICAL SURGICAL NURSING

11:30-1:30 BREAK

1:30-4:30  COMMUNITY HEALTH DEVELOPMENT

TUESDAY

7:30-11:30 MEDICAL SURGICAL NURSING

11:30-12:00 BREAK

12:00-3:00 STRAT

WEDNESDAY

7:30-10:30 CATECH

10:30-12:00 PAULTHENICS

12:00-1:00 BREAK

1:00-4:00 PHARMACOLOGY

THURSDAY to SATURDAY

-depends on the rotation

• I have to do my best since I'm already in third year and my tuition fee is 71,+++ excluding the books...
• What would be the result of the nursing board exam... would the 1st batch of takers from my school suceed in flying colors? What would happen to my future?
• I miss Sarah... 

For the past two days I've been going to school in my CHN uniform, not that I don't like this uniform its just goes along with a bun... I mean hair bun with no trace of tuchang as Ms. Corsiga calls the small hairs that are either falling or standing. FYI: my hair is alanganin so I try my best to bun it.

I don't have a nameplate as well but its with my CI so its just okay, I have an excuse for not wearing one... but I'm still restless with the idea of not having one so I asked a friend who goes to Recto to buy me one or is to make me one(confused)?

A summary...

1. PRE-REQUIREMENTS- they should have clarified to us the different requirements needed for our duties... now we are in panic mode in accomplishing them... plus the deadline is on tuesday friday of next week.
2. PRE-REQUIREMENTS includes Chest X-ray, HEPA A & B shots, urinalysis, fecalisis, CBC, and physical examination.
3. PRE-REQUIREMENTS- I would have had accomplished them today if only my friends didn't left me school.

I was wondering why they were so late if they were only withdrawing from their ATM; so I texted them: nasan na kayo nandito na ko sa 3rd st and they replied: hinde namin alam na kasama ka... as if I didn't repeat it to them during the break.... hay!they wasted my time and energy with hint of anger at the side...

today was our first monday class and our first time to meet our teacher...

Noel Espinosa M.D. R.N.

M.D. ---> mahirap dati                             

R.N. ---> rich na ngayon

... that made me laugh...hehehe... babaw...

he's our medical surgical proffesor and he is nice...

we discussed about the anatomy and physiology of the cardiovascular system...

I then learned that I've forgotten about anatomy things... hehehe... sorry doc rochi...

Next class was CHD...

with Ms. Beverly Fernandez...

...ha... community na naman...

plus she only stayed at one side of the classroom

then times her voice was very soft...

equals... sleepy me...

parang magnet... may negative at positive

In NCM we experienced our first pre-test and pos-test which would be forever part of my life... my score would be somewhere near 0-5 hehehe over 10... hahaha, this made my day

next was our strat class with ms. corsiga and it was really fun since we played a 'text-twist' kind of game with the word teacher and the class ends at 3... so it was super-duper fun!

...hahaha

opposite attracts...

catech was same as usual... very holy

pharma was another day with dr. noel... a lot of silent moments and of course quizzes

but today was bec day which was reminiscent to high school days, closed gates and forced holliness...parang ang evil ko naman... pilit na kanta kasi kami at ang init-init pa...

my...oh...my... i hate wednesday...

so blessed....

my archangel pang nalalaman...

i love this day!

first of all we had mass and there was a program so we had a freeday from morning till lunch time...

but the good news didn't just stopped there ...we have our general assembly that afternoon...sugoi ne?---> bigla akong naging hapon hehehe...

waahhh... ang saya ng araw na ito kung alam niyo lang...

I've met the new members of the nursing society... the second year including the males and the chinese men...

the room was jam packed as there was a run way for do's and don't's in wearing the white uniform, chn uniform, scrub suit, regular uniform and when we are wearing casuals, our calendar of activities and other concern of our organization including the jacket and the batch logo which was somehow a one sided debate that shouldn't even have happened if they didn't even brought the topic up...plus the singing of the fourth year...

...happy day today... but our chn bags would be inspeted on saturday

so we went to bambang... but as usual my barkada left me and hanhan so we opt to go with zen but it rained so we didn't pushed through but zen and i did and i was it because i have transpo... talk about funny english...hehehe

so zen was good at making tawad kaya mura kaya ayun nakaraos kami for the next day...

plus binigyan pa ko ni tita millet ng bag para sa chn...

we did a lot of solving... from IV to meds....

plus the time pressure in solving this things and me forgetting about math since the end of my physics class...

hay...

nursing ba talaga kurso ko?

and if things wouldn't get any worse we were required to show our CHN bag tomorrow talk about reminding us the last week...

hay...

t.g.i.f., thank God its friday ba talaga?

but it was all solved by marise p.'s birthday celebration as we feasted on empanada ilocano, miki, suman and so much more... and n and e ditched us... because of the ncp... its my own theory since I don't believe that they fought...hahaha

so our bag was inspected,

and our bag was lacking something,

 but we didn't know if we were inspected,

since we went out to find some napkin...

all I can say is that God loves me...

and not let me have a minus you see...

went to cabiao and experienced a wedding there...

it was a cousin of mine of whom i don't know but his father i do know...

it was held at a gymnasium in the school were his father is the principal...

there were few people in the church but as we got to to the gymnasium there were hundreds of people...

and when it was time to line for food it seemed that everyone went in line...

and when they finnished their food they quickly left...

talk about filipino culture... eat & run...

...kakahiya...