I got up really late... 5:10 am since my projected time of waking up was 4.30 in the morning...

I thought that I'll be late but in turns out that the teacher was a no show and so we've been waiting for an hour in the classroom since the class was support to start at 7:30...

The next class is 10:30... and it was such a waste of a day since that class was like homeroom class which is aptly called Paulthenics(St. Paul + ethics), we didn't do anything in the class... we made chica with miss anastacioa and she took the attendance... as usual..

Hanhan and I went to gateway, the purpose of which was to buy a certain notebook... but the result was depressing since it wasn't successful... my determination to make notes this week minus 10 pts...

I ate and slept a lot and I tried to bake but the dough makes me sad... since it was to sticky that its hard to control... I'll be adding flour to it tomorrow since I'm not in the mood to do so...like the mood when I'm trying to update this blog...

This is my rant as of this very moment...

1. My dough is so sticky...
2. Our thesis adviser likes to play hide and seek with us...
3. I wasn't able to buy the notebook that I've wanted...
4. I can't download azurues in this freaking computer since I have no Java...
5. I have no Java...
6. I'm overweight...
7. There so many school books to buy...
8. I am a glutton when I'm pressured and I get freaking lazy that I always depend on my procastinating powers to save me since its been tried and tested and I got a way with things that way...

A lot of people are absent...

well 7 out of 36... well its 35 now since one of our blockmate had a.... hmmm... did a very bad thing in terms of producing new life which is a secret but it seems the whole block knows 'secretly'...

well it turns out there were only 6 absent people since the other one went to another block... so in total were now 34

We started with the lessons... we have an assignment to pass for the next week as well as our first modular... plus my hands were hurting from too much writing...

Our first class was from 8-11:30 and had a break in between that time, our next class was at 3:00 so we decided to spend our time in galleria...

Mariz M. treated us for lunch in Chef d'Angelo and I made a scene since my ice tea spilled all over my table wetting my palda and Sandra's injured food...

hay.. I'm happy that I have nice, good hearted friends that make me feel at peace...

We got to school by 3 and our professor was a priest...

but he dismissed us early but I got fetched by 5:45  and got home by 7...

Happy Birthday... Moreen...

today... classes were so boring...

from a 4 hour ncm lecture on operating room procedure which started at 7.30 am

to our 3pm class which is catech that started at around 4pm due to classroom problems...

mae, crissy and I went to gateway since we had a luxury of 3 hours of break, while most of our classmates had their thesis class...

We ate their, crissy treated us to sushi, unfortunately mae doesn't like it's taste after tasting one, so more for me...hehehe...

We talked a lot about the origin of each barkada in our block and how our personality change during duty days...

... today... I also learned that we wouldn't have thesis class tomorrow...

another wasted wednesday... well at I'll be off to Cavite then... 

I only had one class today but I had so many requirements to pass so I decided to wake-up at 3 am... which didn't happen since I turned off the alarm before it even worked...hehehe

I woke up at around 8am and dilly-dallied around the internet world...

until it was around 10am that I seriously did my homeworks...

which were...

1. 4 drug studies

2. 3 nursing care plans

3. 1 case study on myoma uteri including pathophysiology, nusring history and health teaching plus some labs...

I finished all this by 12.30... my class was at 1 pm... good thing my teacher was late... and the quiz was a post test, so more time to study...

at 5 we were dismissed with our brains overloaded with OR factoids and stuffs...

and before I forget, I'll be off to Cavite this duty week... Yey?! 

Today we went to mass as usual...

we sponsored the mass which is not that usual...

went to kamias and ate with other relatives, and was Miggy's 8th birthday...

magic singed...if their is such a term...

held a paper throughout the day it was suppose to be a reviewer for tomorrow's test but it served as a fan/props/fly swatter instead...

I also realized that I need to cram tomorrow morning...hehehe

as my title suggest... I've indeed watched the movie... with reina, bhelly, karen and bianca... it has been a long time since we last did that, well for me to join them that is...

the movie had a good transition... well with that i expected a great ending... but it somehow ended in a hurry... if only they ended it with the promise and continued the after---years after the credits it would have been a bit interesting... well thats my opinion...

ealry this day, i also wnet to school and talked with han regarding our problems with the thesis...which we resolved by doing nothing since we're in different class now...

We also watched the disaster management simulation* (i'm not sure what it's called) of the 2nd year... if we're given one more chance... i would like to do it again...

*the disaster management simulation--- lays out a scenario of a disaster wherein there are people who are injured, there are rescuers, there's police and of course there's killer...

I was not the charge nurse today so my work was lighter...

but i'm more stressed today than yesterday...

is it because I wasn't able to rest?

...probably...

but...

I can see a bright future with my groupmates...

*think positive*

reinforced positive outlook in life--- as i wrote on my patient's chart awhile age...hehehe

good bye nodado... for now...

I was charge nurse...

the pressure...

to think it was the first day, and I've forgotten what to do...

held a new born baby for the first time though...

and I prepared my patient's medicine...

I worked hard today... but I need to learn more things...

ahhh...

I want to learn more...

I want to experience more things...

God...

please give me more confidence and help me go thru these days with my patient's welfare at heart...

...yikes... drama

if last week was a waste of a day...

today was 100 times more waste...

today I officially have one subject and its an effing PAT class at 10.30...

I was already late... but our teacher was late and a lot of my classmates were absent so she didn't notice my lateness...

and our class only lasted for 30 minutes...

...a total waste... this day

...But i bought 3 books today... 1,500 in total... I'm also wasting money...hehehe...well hope not with this books...

I 'm disappointed...

I didn't study well for my first modular in NCM...

I was shaking terribly during my report even tough I studied it...

I'm irritated...

I don't like my research teacher since he thinks that he knows every little thing...

...as if...

I'm happy

I think I'll be enjoying catech this time with father's story telling....

...plus he dismisses us earlier...

today started with much enthusiasm...

(8 am) until I found text messages and a miss call informing that today was the leadership seminar conducted by the red cross...

apparently they've text passed around this at about 12 am till 3 am... during the time I've been sleeping soundly...

I haven't done my project for NCM, thinking that I'll just do it this morning but thinking that there was a seminar so I printed the article minus the reflection and NCP... which was a good thing since the seminar didn't pulled trough...

DAMN!!!

are you playing with us?

i totally hate the 4th years... well the officers...

zen and I are separated from our original group...

I'm with group 6:

mariz p.,

carmela p.,

duds,

aileen,

rachel,

lenny,

zen,

jo

 and

jeanne (my first time to work with her)

...nodado here we go...

reading out loud is not one of my talents...

I'm bad with public speaking especially if I'll be reading something...

yeah...

I rather memorize a speech than read...

that's why reading during mass is a struggle...

a complete struggle....

today i read the first reading and responsorial psalm...

i shaked as usual...

... gosh... when will i get over these tremors?

finished watching death note...hehehe

had a very long test which included our 2 day lesson on maternal child nursing which was totally brain wrecking, if there is such a thing...

our total points was even deducted with 5 points since a cellphone rang during our test... since we had an agreement that if they heard one they'll be deducting 5 points from our test... talk a bout bad luck?

well... whose cellphone could it be?

as if i can do anything with that fact...

... did the art project, luckily we had fertilization so we had the chance to make artistic changes with it...

I'm quite satisfied with the output...

it was half-day today....

conitnued with ms. billones lecture...

but before that it was dr. del rosario...

then ms. quizora...

ms. phoebe...

and ms. jen who had technical difficulties...

...it was a long day...

my hands hurts...

...hahaha...

the wonders of pregnancy and labor....

our duty was to study mcn- maternal child nursing...

talk about my hand hurting...

and the coldness of the aircon...

and the uncomfortable seats...

and the long boring talks...

... ms. bionat was the first to discuss then then new CI ms. tan then ms. beverly and then ms. billones who was cut short...

 I lost my ID too... just noticed it on the ride to mcdo, actually mae noticed it...

good thing i got it back... someone picked it up in the cafeteria and gave it to nicole and gave it to zen...

wave of panic didn't conquer me...

was I confident that I'll gain it back...

probably...hehehe

... and mariz p. was scarrying me with the 600 pesos fine....

i have a photoshop na....

but i need a serial number...

it's still upstairs... with my brother...

oh what a bother...

i'll be packing my bag for tomorrow...